Hi all,
I'm a "Seinfeld" fan who loves the "Cosmo Kramer" character, I joined the forum a while ago but haven't followed through on getting serious with the process until now.
I've been interested in brewing for over 15 years but have a terrible personality trait that has continuously held me back

. I become obsessed with new hobbies & past-times and go at them like a bull at a gate, then just as I'm finally ready to blossom, bloom, and reap the rewards of my efforts, I discover another wonderfully interesting subject I must pursue at all costs. I then go off full throttle with this latest interest until one day while sitting at the computer I revisit an old brew forum or podcast AND I'M OFF AGAIN

My poor wife just shakes her head and says "Here we go again, well at least you can make some room now by selling off your (latest creations) junk!"
Over the years of doing this I've built all the gear - brewstands, keggles gas & electric, immersion chillers, electric HERMS now changed to a RIMS, completed the contol box for Braumeister clone system and almost finished the vessel, stir-plate, built both a kegerator & keezer, temperature controllers, etc.... After pouring all my energy into these efforts the only thing I haven't done regularly is make enough beer to justify the money, time and effort used

. I must confess I thoroughly enjoy building the gear as much as anything, but have to admit the balance is way out of proportion. Other things affect this as well of course, such as, family commitments, weather, work, household chores. After spending so many hours building these things I do get too feeling a little bit guilty using the weekends brewing.
As my very tolerant wife is currently interstate visiting our daughters, it has given me time to think

and reflect

on the road ahead as far as brewing is concerned.

The result is I've decided to put a halt on new major builds as I have everything necessary already for whatever my brewing needs are. On my days off work I will now rise early in the morning to BIAB and no-chill, this will obviously let me brew quickly & ferment when it best suits me, so this is going to save me heaps of time.
I have sleep-apnea

and a hand tremble that is a pain in the arse, my father had it & my elder brother has it too, luckily its not MS. So while my wife's been away I've been drinking a few more beers & JD's in place of tea, and I must report that I think the alcohol is building up in my nervous system again, just like the days of my youth its rebuilding the enzyme/protein chains in my system by softening & binding them together and helping me sleep better and calming the tremble

. Anyway that's my theory and I'm sticking to it as it supports my decision to stop building and start brewing!
I also confess I don't like socializing in large groups, there are a number of reasons which I don't want to go into on a public forum, that said I do get along well with people.
I'm really a homebody who enjoys being at home with the wife & pets, I like my own company and the freedom I have to follow my dreams, desires, & goals in such a wonderful country as Australia.
My immediate focus now is on learning the BIABacus spreadsheet and filling the keezer up for Christmas holidays
Thanks to PistolPatch and the team for such a great site.
Cheers
